Right Now

Right Now

Right now… A small rosy person snuggles happily against my leg as he gets his first nap. I’m sitting on my phone to smother its persistent chirp of imminent death. Wind cheerfully buffets the trees outside the window. I’m enjoying that Ben has help for the mass of spring yard work and garden prep that … Continue reading »

10 and 11 months

10 and 11 months

Once again, I’ve had this draft sitting here so long that it’s completely out of date.  Ascher is now 11 months old, which I’m finding very hard to believe.  It seems both really fast and really slow.  On the one hand, wasn’t he JUST  born?  On the other hand, there’s been a fair number of … Continue reading »

What Does Ascher Eat in a Week?

What Does Ascher Eat in a Week?

I was making up another batch of soup for Ascher this morning and feeling a tiny bit sad that pregnancy killed my milk supply and all the good things he was getting from that.  But, I know he’s getting a lot of other good, healthy stuff every day and it popped into my head to … Continue reading »

Home Is… (FMF)

Home Is… (FMF)

Home is… the rocking chair at 2am when the baby snuggles, sad sick, in the hollow of my shoulder, tears still shining on his cheek and the praying again for grace and strength to compassionately get through the night. Home is… the slow-breathing quiet of a peaceful night, kissing a fat baby hand once more … Continue reading »